Last night I threw a hissy fit smh lol. My girlfriend went to prom/afterprom & so did all of my other bestfriends, while I was home by myself for 7 hours counting the boards on the ceiling lol. Its not even that I was mad..I just felt lame. All of my homies, my girl, they were all out partying and having fun together, while I was stuck at home by myself watching "Boys N the Hood." I just felt like that one kid who missed out on the fieldtrip because his mom wouldnt sign the permission slip ya kno? lol. In retrospect though, it wasn't even a big deal. Sure I didnt get to go out with them last night, but there are plenty of times in the past where I have, & there will be plenty of times in the future where I will be able to.
I was trying my best to snap out of it last night, but I just couldnt get myself to it. I even complained to my girlfriend..I hope I didn't mess up her night at all. She prob thinks that I would of rather her stayed home, but thats really not it at all, I actually hope she had a great time. When shes happy im happy.
I tried to wait up, but I ended up falling asleep on the floor, waking up at 530 pissed because I fell asleep. Ive been up since then, thinking about how lame last night was because of how I acted. I really hope everybody had a good time, I know they did.
I will make up for what I missed out on this year next year. Until thennnn im done ranting lol. l8!
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